When I walk into a party, I want to immediately shake hands with everyone and make my
presence known. Why? I don't like the awkwardness of meeting eyes with a
stranger....I want to feel like there are no strangers. I like being able to smile knowingly at someone as I pass them on the way to the bathroom
Yes, I am aware that this "HI, THIS IS ME!!!" behavior can be taken
differently. "Who does he think he is?!"
Well, I've decided that I don't have time for those people. I'm sorry
we're not clicking. Maybe later.
I refuse to act cool and chill by the bean dip with the people I know. I
love meeting new people. I love affecting and being affected by new people.
I'm trying to break down a little wall. And some people don't feel
comfortable without that wall. I think its insecurity...but then again,
I'm a cocky bastard.
February 1, nineteen99